Getting so big...

I am not sure if I am happy or sad. My baby, my little baby boy is growing so fast. I am not sure when it happened, not even sure how it happened. All I know is it was a normal night. He ate his dinner, made his normal mess, got his bath, tried to eat the soap, cried when I pulled him out, got his pajamas and I layed him down. I went in to check on him about twenty minutes later and there he was...sitting up in his bed...wait a minute...he was laying down...how did he figure this out? Weird...maybe it was a fluke...it has to be. He is way to little to know how to go from laying down to sitting up all on his own...I layed him back down. He fell asleep. Then around seven the next morning I heard him talking, laughing, just his random noises.... I looked over and there he was...

standing up all on his own. He was so proud of him. I could not wait to tell Scott.
I can not believe how fast time seems to be going. I keep thinking...a year ago he was not even born yet. And now I have him, he is standing, growing, rolling around the floor. He is so determined to figure things out. Still trying to figure out the crawling, I think he figured out its faster to roll tho...
I am so lucky to be his momma. I don't believe you truly know what unconditional love is until you become a parent. I think I have a greater understanding of God's love for me because of my roll as a mother. I love every minute of it, being able to see him learn, and grow each and every day. It is truly such an amazing experience. He reminds me so much of his father.
Just a few more weeks until my visit to San Diego for a few weeks. I come home for a month and then a few weeks until SCOTT IS HOME!!!!! Life is good.